Diary . .
Wednesday, August 31, 2005
[hard to follow God's way]
yup i m here 2 update again juz nw i went 2 read lan li's blog i agree dat our cell is actually nt veri 'healthy' in e sense n its nt realli growing although i noe dat every1 there r gd ppl bt certain things dat they do realli bothers mi coz some things r juz nt accepted bt i m nt saying dat everything i do is accepted lah i m juz saying dat there is realli something dat is nt quite rite after dat day's scolding frm uncle kg den i finally realise e purpose of a cell grp... e purpose of a cell is nt juz having fellowship bt 2 hav our lifes changed as well n its to change for e betta n i m still trying 2 achieve dat bt sometimes its realli quite hard 2 follow God's way becoz His ways r so holy dat we as sinful men can nva b as gd as Him de....
Friday, August 12, 2005
[fireworks veri nice!!!]
haha.... dat day juz went 2 tampines to celebrate national day wif fanglin, man hong, leon, bert & sock haha its so fun lor n most impt of all e fireworks is sooooo nice!! haha i love it actually i go there juz for e fireworks only lah hehe...haiz wanted 2 c e ferrywheel de bt they dun wan coz wan 2 look for ming jay...i can't believe he can dance wor...bt too bad he was at e below part so can't c him he is 1 of e hip hop dancer leh haha... den he so scared dat we tok to his mum so funny....den he still treat us drinks ltr... yea!! tml gt cell i m lookin forward....n i wan 2 thx God for healing my grandpa...=)
Sunday, August 07, 2005
[happy n feel so thankful!!!]
haha....i m so happy n i hav so much dat i wan to write 1st of all i wan 2 give thanks to e LORD for healing my grandpa coz he has been discharged frm e hospital TODAY!! haha i m so happy he is resting at hm nw bt he still has to use a tube to go thru his nose to eat coz he cant swallow...bt no matter wat i m still grateful for dat thank u LORD!!! i wan 2 thx all those had prayed for him...=) Nxt is e FOP dat i went yest it was so fun!! at 1st all of us felt so dissapointed wen KG told us dat we would nt b going... i felt so sad bt in end all those like us who die die muz go de still went for it e grp includes lan li, beverly, kaser, xiao jac, jackson, shie chiat, a.jes, wee loon , wee hsein & eric haha although nt all of us went bt it was still a fruitful experience!!! we wasted so much time at buyng tidbits bt in e end still hav 2 surrender em haha...1st we took a veri 'lao kok kok' bus den jackson was complaining all e way....wen we reach there we saw a row of ants-like creature it was ppl who had been queueing since 2++pm le bt luckily we gt veri resourceful ppl in our grp dat manage to get us in e queue so dat we can in earlier bt i shan't tell u wat method they used... hahaha we manage to get a gd seat which i m veri thankful abt...beginning of e concert e pastor started with e speakin of tongues n i told bev abt it she is so amazed....haha n many of em there can oso do it... yup n between Delirious n Hillsong i still prefered Hillsong!! their songs r so nice dat all of us juz jumped with joy its a veri majestic view 2 c every1 jumping with shouts of joy!! soo nice...bt i feel dat it ended quite late abt 10.30 bt e time i gt hm its abt 1130 le den we had to flight for a cab with a.jes, jackson, shie chiat n mi... bt in end i gt nagging frm my mum for coming hm so late so i couldn't go 4 today's concert =( bt nvm at least i gt 2 go yest i m so happy!!! =) Worshipping is really a joy... its a time wen u can cast out all ur anxieties n worries....=) muz try it by seeking HIM with all ur heart!!
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10:53 PM
i m back to update le... haiz i m so disappointed over my junoirs.... y r they always lyd dat de i realli dunno wats wrong wif them lor y do they always keep empty promise de? do all of them still rem wat they once promised us de mah? i dun think so coz if they still rem they wouldn't do such thing to us de... i m soooo disappointed!!! i hope all of u can grow up dun giv up so easily... i can tell u i hav been thru wat u r going thru nw i can understand... we hav been thru things worse den all of u i hope all of u can open up a little tell us wat do u wan 2 c in our training n we will try 2 make it betta bcoz frm wat we r doing nw we will nva make it de n i hope dat kind of thing will nva happen again...try putting urself in our shoes look frm a diff perspective u will c e reason behind everything we do 4 u all de....nxt thing dat i wan mention is dat my grandpa is still in hospital nw its been 3 wks le n he still can't swallow anything thru e mouth he can oni eat thru his nose things r nt goin his way n i realli dunno wat can i do for him except to pray for him so ppl...pls continue 2 pray for him if u had been doing so...thx i need help badly....
