Diary . .
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
[Yes!! i did it!!!]
yea... today n tml gt no sch haha coz its marking day!! haha so happy so went to Bert's bbq to day at East Coast lor yup... its quite fun lah at 1st lah bt ltr gt a few ppl dat we dun realli lyd came lor so our grp actually went away quite early today n stay at e mac there tok tok n eat eat till 10pm den take fl's dad car hm... bt juz nw at e beach there i managed to throw e stone into e water den make it jump for 4 times leh!! haha n its i anyhw throw 1 lor haha bt its 4 times leh i nva tot dat it would jump till i c it myself leh haha my 1st time u noe...haha den ltr i gt e hang of it i keep trying bt mostly fail lah bt still gt sometimes wif 2 or 3 jumps lah hees =) dats e happiest thing dat happen to mi today haha...sometimes in life u would wan someone to care for u... n when nobody bothers abt u, u feel dat nobody cares bt an irony is dat when some1 cares too much abt u, u get irritated abt it feeling dat u r being controlled although u noe dat e person who cared for u does nt hav dat kind of intention bt sometimes i do think it dat way i dun wan to take it for granted bt i juz couldn't help it...n suddenly my life turn out dat i hav so many choices to make n i dunno which is e best for mi so i tell myself i will follow my feelings, thinking n most importantly i will ask for God's wisdom to guide mi thru every choice dat i make...=)
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12:21 AM
here i m to update liao.... haha i juz turn 15 two days ago....haha hw time flies? i hav already lived in tis world for 15 yrs of my life!!! haha... recently busy preparing for exams so no time to update haiz even on my birthday oso muz study i realli dun lyd it bt no choice.... if dun study cannot pass....anyway i m listening to e disc given by lan li n frens dat day...haha i lyd it so much dat whenever i dun listen to it i will feel dat hmm... smth is lacking...haha i realli wan to thank them for e present =) although i didn't get to celebrate my birthday on e actual day bt i felt really blessed as i noe dat there r many of you who cares n rem dat its my birthday.... Lord i wan to thank u for every1 dat u hav brought into my life...for every1 of them is so precious to mi...haha thank u for everything....bt is it realli true dat sometimes we hav to meet a few wrong ones b4 we get e true n e best 1 for ourselves? i think its true as it is happening to mi nw bt i hav nt found e right 1 yet so pls help mi to reduse e no. of wrong ones in my life lord bcoz its so stressful to live lyd dat bt i noe u hav a plan for mi so no matter wat i will still accept e challenge dat u hav laid down in my life as i noe i can do all things thru Christ who gives mi strenght. (my favourite verse) haha...
