Diary . .
Sunday, July 01, 2007
[no topic @ all...=(]
hi...its been 5 mths since i last blogged...in my mind " shld i blog or shld i nt?" hahaz... coz i've been writing diaries secretly...=) hahaz..i feel dat its a better way to keep track of my feelings n e impt events in my life so dat one day when i think thru e old times i will nt forget all these memories bcoz i find dat i do hav STM (short-term memory) sometimes!! LOLz... diaries r better coz nobody reads it so no one noes wat u really think unless some1 is so kpo to sneak in & read it lol...anyway..i hav been on hols since last wk aft my clinical attachments yea! =P
y is it so diff to juz speak wat my mind thinks..? always hav to struggle wif wat to say..shld i ask or shld i nt ask? or to juz keep my mouth shut let e things b as "norm" & lead my life as though nth is upon my heart? bt i noe dat i juz need a few days to feel contented wif wat i hav nw & stop complaining...bt soon e whole cycle will start again... which means e same prob dat i felt comes back all over again den fade away...stop a while n start...haiz... when will this ever stop for mi?!!! hw do i solve tis?!! frustrated...y do i feel dat i m always e one dat hav a need to b met, e 1 dat is always so sticky? am i sticky? am i irritating dat e more time u spend wif mi will b wasted away?