Life is full of Happiness

no topic @ all...=(

2007-07-01T04:01:00.000-07:00

hi...its been 5 mths since i last blogged...in my mind " shld i blog or shld i nt?" hahaz... coz i've been writing diaries secretly...=) hahaz..i feel dat its a better way to keep track of my feelings n e impt events in my life so dat one day when i think thru e old times i will nt forget all these memories bcoz i find dat i do hav STM (short-term memory) sometimes!! LOLz... diaries r better coz nobody reads it so no one noes wat u really think unless some1 is so kpo to sneak in & read it lol...anyway..i hav been on hols since last wk aft my clinical attachments yea! =P

y is it so diff to juz speak wat my mind thinks..? always hav to struggle wif wat to say..shld i ask or shld i nt ask? or to juz keep my mouth shut let e things b as "norm" & lead my life as though nth is upon my heart? bt i noe dat i juz need a few days to feel contented wif wat i hav nw & stop complaining...bt soon e whole cycle will start again... which means e same prob dat i felt comes back all over again den fade away...stop a while n start...haiz... when will this ever stop for mi?!!! hw do i solve tis?!! frustrated...y do i feel dat i m always e one dat hav a need to b met, e 1 dat is always so sticky? am i sticky? am i irritating dat e more time u spend wif mi will b wasted away?

learnt smth today...

2007-01-30T18:42:00.000-08:00

went for meals on wheels today... nth much.. bt learnt smth frm jimmy.. hahaz... i realised hw impt it is to view things frm other ppl's perspective if nt will realli misunderstand them bcoz of a diff opinion... hahaz...ya dats all bt its smth dat i really need to learn & apply...=) ya n staying at hm can b quite bored sometimes..i miss e days of going out wif my frens & my mum!! seems lyd veri long nv spend time wif these ppl le... hahaz...bt i will b going to work veri soon!! yea.. bt results oso coming out soon coz fl e information counter always gt e correct & fastest news de.. hahaz...a bit scared, so i need to trust God. k lah.. dats all for e day...=P

Crave for tang yuan

2007-01-23T17:40:00.000-08:00

back to blogging again... nth to do nw.... recently juz gt a job at TK, a job dat i really prayed for, suitable for all my weekends schedule... & wrking wif childrens too!! hahaz.. an answered prayer... so its gd to wait sometimes...=)

today durng volunteering, took a test frm e radio wif jimmy, hahaz.. its abt gt bf/gf den neglect frens de topic...lolz den jimmy gt e best ans which is balance. while i gt e more towards e bf/gf side...lolz.. so inaccurate...hahaz...den kana suan by him... sianz...den he say wat muz "hong hong lie lie" den considered in love mah...say i so "leng jing" veri strange...make mi feel lyd some kind of alien lyd dat...realli muz "hong hong lie lie" meh? lolz..dun understand...

hahaz.. guess dats e oni part i can rem for e day until nw bah...coz din do much today...hahaz... juz remembered dat last nite suddenly gt e craving for dumpling balls.. mayb due to e show "shi xiong di" bah...hahaz.. a nice show oso..hahaz.. dats all for today!! a bit boring bah... hahaz..=P

Volunteering today was fun!!

2007-01-04T14:53:00.000-08:00

hahaz... half a day gone liao... bt i feel dat today's volunteering was 1 of e best days... hahaz...its so fun...jimmy actually tot we nt following so he left 1st... hahaz.. luckily he din go veri far.. hahaz.. den went to a blk where i noe there r cats at lvl 4...= Li ting was indeed braver den mi although she scared of cats too!! hahaz.. hi 5!! i can tell she oso scared lor.. bt she keep telling mi "dun run" in case it follow mi.. hahaz... indeed lor... e cat realli follow mi for a while...( e cat went up e stairs upon seeing us) wah.. so scary lor...hahaz... luckily li ting was there wif mi if nt... i dun dare to imagine.. den... we went to e other blk.. tis time i m alone..coz though i went there a few times ar.. i still couldn't reg e apartments..at lvl 9.. den walk ard saw an old lady standing at e door shouting & talking to herself.. made mi scared...coz frm far i saw 1 person w/o upper body!! i gt scared bt no choice i hav to walk.. den oni when i walked closer den i realised she is juz hunchback (coz i wasn't wearing my specs!) hahaz...made my imagination run wild oni... hahaz..bt i still scared leh... coz she looked at mi when i walk pass her... den made mi forget dat i need to lvl 7... i din think properly & went to lvl 8 instead! of coz i made a mistake liao & actually din realised it until dat person call jimmy.. hahaz.. so made another trip back lor..luckily e food is still there..=) during tis period of volunteering wif jimmy made mi learn alot of things frm him.. & i actually open up & told him many things which i din dare to tell anyone else..hahaz.. he is juz lyd a elder bro to mi (dun xiang wai wai) =) hahaz... u c.. 1/2 a day oni leh... i gt so many things to write.. hahaz.. later going swimming wif xw, fl, mh they all at MP.. hahaz.. nv go b4 bt i m sure it will b fun!! hahaz...thx for reading my experiences!! =P

yea!! blogger is back!!

2007-01-02T16:43:00.000-08:00

Yea!! after a long while when i couldn't create post in blogger, finally i can blog again!! hahaz..New year 2007 juz came 2 days ago...& i saw e veri nice fireworks dat nite!! it would look nicer if i were at e place when e fireworks were let out..hahaz..=) e show "One litre of tears" juz had its last episode in scv juz nw... soooo touching!! its so nice dats its worth e name 1 litre of tears. coz every episode will make ur tears drop... really every episode!! hahaz.. i highly recommend tis show to any of u...=P hahaz.. actually nth to write nw.. juz hope dat i can find a temp job soon wif my frens bah!! jia you!!=D

time flies...

2006-11-23T03:28:00.000-08:00

back to blogging again...nth to do today... so sian... watch tv whole day until veri tired...bt i look forward to nxt wk when i will start volunteering... hahaz.. i m so happy dat i made e right choice..yest while slping i tot back things dat happen in e past.. den i remembered dat in e beginning of tis yr, we wanted so much for tis yr to end veri fast, den nw come to think of it, tis yr is so short, time flies... so fast we've finished our O lvls..n every1 is lyd going our seperate ways veri soon... hope our friendship nv ends...

i look forward to spending time wif u... bt somehw i realised dat we will nv b free bcoz after our studies, we will still hav other commitments to do... dunno whether u still rem wat we've planned to do in e past... i doubt u do... juz nw mh told mi abt e fading of feelings dunno whether u experince it or nt... i hope u din n nv will...hahaz... mayb i m juz too sensitive... anyway...let's wait n c :D

speechless...

2006-11-17T04:24:00.000-08:00

i'm back... finally 3 days more plus 1 paper...i'm happy yet sad... coz i dunno hw to help u... i dunno wat to say to make u feel better i wan to c hw r u bt i cant bear to noe dat u're sad coz i dunno hw to comfort u... i can oni wait, wait for u to tell mi watever u wan to tell mi... i wish to share ur burden... bt i noe i cant do anything to help... mayb i shld pray, pray for things to happen n i noe i will do it...bcoz i dun wan to juz sit n do nth at all... it makes mi feel useless... haha... things changed le.. noe dat u're fine i feel much better nw... i wish to understand u more...coz i keep guessing hw u feel... so tired bt i dun dare to ask!! so ironic leh...haiz...nth to say nw...bye..blog again...

JB trip tml!! (fireflies)

2006-09-01T03:50:00.000-07:00

Yoz!! hahaz... wah... its lyd many many years since i last blogged le...juz came back from e library wif lan li n frens den nw suddenly juz feel lyd blogging... hahaz... anyway since i m blogging nw so juz update abt wat's gonna happen next bah... hahaz...firstly...its teachers' day today n we r gonna celebrate it tml wif pop excel!! yea!!! finally we r going to JB tml!!! if u wan to noe wat hav i been looking forward to den it shld b tis le lor... tis event is smth dat hav kept mi going tis few weeks le... so excited...sometimes when there is so much stress in life be it in sch or anything else such events is definitely going to cheer mi up coz i noe its gonna b fun!! hahaz...though i noe dat prelims r coming... i juz dun feel lyd studying leh... haiz...dunno y...ai ya dun care abt dat nw juz rem dat i can go n c fireflies tml can le!! hahaz... fireflies leh... hw i long to c them ever since i was dunno hw many yrs old when i saw it on tv n its all fake 1... bt tis time is for real... hahaz really hope to c it...hahaz... n i hope to hav more time in my life to do e things dat i lyd to...n spend those time wif those ppl dat r impt to mi!! wah... if dats e case den life wld b so much more enjoyable for mi!! hahaz...bt things dun always go my way so hav to learn to accept it...=) hahaz... k lah... i thinks dats enuf le bah... will blog again nxt time...dunno when bt will still blog when i feel lyd it... =P bye!! God bless you!! (for those who r reading my blog n is interested in my life...thz!! )

sick...

2006-01-17T19:50:00.000-08:00

hihi... i m back to blog le... wah... veri long nva blog liao... so since today i din go sch so blog bah.... i was sick today e doc say i gt virus infectionden smth to do wif gastric de... ai ya... dunno wat lah... e doc say lyd dat means lyd dat bah... hahaz... anyway i had a hard time yest, having stomache e whole day den in end vomitted in sch n at hm wah... dat kind of feeling veri jia lat ar... veri xin ku oso... wanted to go hm so badly... bt in e end still went thru e whole day of sch...den e 1st thing i reach hm was to rush to e basin to vomit... eekk... so disgusting... haiz... den i went to slp straight away... haiz... bt after dat felt much better le... bt still stomache so went to e doc at nite...haiz... anyway i missed today's lesson gt chem test somemore...haiz... no choice lah.. who ask mi to fall sick... hahaz...oh ya... i m looking forward to thurs n fri coz we will b going to TP & SP hahaz... they gt open hse...so i hav decided to take as many brouchures as possible... hahaz... sound kia su hor... hahaz... bt its for our own gd... hahaz... k lah... nth to write le... juz hope dat by tml i will b ok liao... hahaz...=p

Yes!! i did it!!!

2005-10-18T00:21:00.000-07:00

yea... today n tml gt no sch haha coz its marking day!! haha so happy so went to Bert's bbq to day at East Coast lor yup... its quite fun lah at 1st lah bt ltr gt a few ppl dat we dun realli lyd came lor so our grp actually went away quite early today n stay at e mac there tok tok n eat eat till 10pm den take fl's dad car hm... bt juz nw at e beach there i managed to throw e stone into e water den make it jump for 4 times leh!! haha n its i anyhw throw 1 lor haha bt its 4 times leh i nva tot dat it would jump till i c it myself leh haha my 1st time u noe...haha den ltr i gt e hang of it i keep trying bt mostly fail lah bt still gt sometimes wif 2 or 3 jumps lah hees =) dats e happiest thing dat happen to mi today haha...sometimes in life u would wan someone to care for u... n when nobody bothers abt u, u feel dat nobody cares bt an irony is dat when some1 cares too much abt u, u get irritated abt it feeling dat u r being controlled although u noe dat e person who cared for u does nt hav dat kind of intention bt sometimes i do think it dat way i dun wan to take it for granted bt i juz couldn't help it...n suddenly my life turn out dat i hav so many choices to make n i dunno which is e best for mi so i tell myself i will follow my feelings, thinking n most importantly i will ask for God's wisdom to guide mi thru every choice dat i make...=)

2005-10-12T13:27:00.000-07:00

here i m to update liao.... haha i juz turn 15 two days ago....haha hw time flies? i hav already lived in tis world for 15 yrs of my life!!! haha... recently busy preparing for exams so no time to update haiz even on my birthday oso muz study i realli dun lyd it bt no choice.... if dun study cannot pass....anyway i m listening to e disc given by lan li n frens dat day...haha i lyd it so much dat whenever i dun listen to it i will feel dat hmm... smth is lacking...haha i realli wan to thank them for e present =) although i didn't get to celebrate my birthday on e actual day bt i felt really blessed as i noe dat there r many of you who cares n rem dat its my birthday.... Lord i wan to thank u for every1 dat u hav brought into my life...for every1 of them is so precious to mi...haha thank u for everything....bt is it realli true dat sometimes we hav to meet a few wrong ones b4 we get e true n e best 1 for ourselves? i think its true as it is happening to mi nw bt i hav nt found e right 1 yet so pls help mi to reduse e no. of wrong ones in my life lord bcoz its so stressful to live lyd dat bt i noe u hav a plan for mi so no matter wat i will still accept e challenge dat u hav laid down in my life as i noe i can do all things thru Christ who gives mi strenght. (my favourite verse) haha...

hard to follow God's way

2005-08-31T07:01:00.000-07:00

yup i m here 2 update again juz nw i went 2 read lan li's blog i agree dat our cell is actually nt veri 'healthy' in e sense n its nt realli growing although i noe dat every1 there r gd ppl bt certain things dat they do realli bothers mi coz some things r juz nt accepted bt i m nt saying dat everything i do is accepted lah i m juz saying dat there is realli something dat is nt quite rite after dat day's scolding frm uncle kg den i finally realise e purpose of a cell grp... e purpose of a cell is nt juz having fellowship bt 2 hav our lifes changed as well n its to change for e betta n i m still trying 2 achieve dat bt sometimes its realli quite hard 2 follow God's way becoz His ways r so holy dat we as sinful men can nva b as gd as Him de....

fireworks veri nice!!!

2005-08-12T21:53:00.000-07:00

haha.... dat day juz went 2 tampines to celebrate national day wif fanglin, man hong, leon, bert & sock haha its so fun lor n most impt of all e fireworks is sooooo nice!! haha i love it actually i go there juz for e fireworks only lah hehe...haiz wanted 2 c e ferrywheel de bt they dun wan coz wan 2 look for ming jay...i can't believe he can dance wor...bt too bad he was at e below part so can't c him he is 1 of e hip hop dancer leh haha... den he so scared dat we tok to his mum so funny....den he still treat us drinks ltr... yea!! tml gt cell i m lookin forward....n i wan 2 thx God for healing my grandpa...=)

happy n feel so thankful!!!

2005-08-07T22:53:00.000-07:00

haha....i m so happy n i hav so much dat i wan to write 1st of all i wan 2 give thanks to e LORD for healing my grandpa coz he has been discharged frm e hospital TODAY!! haha i m so happy he is resting at hm nw bt he still has to use a tube to go thru his nose to eat coz he cant swallow...bt no matter wat i m still grateful for dat thank u LORD!!! i wan 2 thx all those had prayed for him...=) Nxt is e FOP dat i went yest it was so fun!! at 1st all of us felt so dissapointed wen KG told us dat we would nt b going... i felt so sad bt in end all those like us who die die muz go de still went for it e grp includes lan li, beverly, kaser, xiao jac, jackson, shie chiat, a.jes, wee loon , wee hsein & eric haha although nt all of us went bt it was still a fruitful experience!!! we wasted so much time at buyng tidbits bt in e end still hav 2 surrender em haha...1st we took a veri 'lao kok kok' bus den jackson was complaining all e way....wen we reach there we saw a row of ants-like creature it was ppl who had been queueing since 2++pm le bt luckily we gt veri resourceful ppl in our grp dat manage to get us in e queue so dat we can in earlier bt i shan't tell u wat method they used... hahaha we manage to get a gd seat which i m veri thankful abt...beginning of e concert e pastor started with e speakin of tongues n i told bev abt it she is so amazed....haha n many of em there can oso do it... yup n between Delirious n Hillsong i still prefered Hillsong!! their songs r so nice dat all of us juz jumped with joy its a veri majestic view 2 c every1 jumping with shouts of joy!! soo nice...bt i feel dat it ended quite late abt 10.30 bt e time i gt hm its abt 1130 le den we had to flight for a cab with a.jes, jackson, shie chiat n mi... bt in end i gt nagging frm my mum for coming hm so late so i couldn't go 4 today's concert =( bt nvm at least i gt 2 go yest i m so happy!!! =) Worshipping is really a joy... its a time wen u can cast out all ur anxieties n worries....=) muz try it by seeking HIM with all ur heart!!

stressed

2005-08-05T20:09:00.000-07:00

i m back to update le... haiz i m so disappointed over my junoirs.... y r they always lyd dat de i realli dunno wats wrong wif them lor y do they always keep empty promise de? do all of them still rem wat they once promised us de mah? i dun think so coz if they still rem they wouldn't do such thing to us de... i m soooo disappointed!!! i hope all of u can grow up dun giv up so easily... i can tell u i hav been thru wat u r going thru nw i can understand... we hav been thru things worse den all of u i hope all of u can open up a little tell us wat do u wan 2 c in our training n we will try 2 make it betta bcoz frm wat we r doing nw we will nva make it de n i hope dat kind of thing will nva happen again...try putting urself in our shoes look frm a diff perspective u will c e reason behind everything we do 4 u all de....nxt thing dat i wan mention is dat my grandpa is still in hospital nw its been 3 wks le n he still can't swallow anything thru e mouth he can oni eat thru his nose things r nt goin his way n i realli dunno wat can i do for him except to pray for him so ppl...pls continue 2 pray for him if u had been doing so...thx i need help badly....

last test tml...sian

2005-07-27T17:24:00.000-07:00

haiz...tml last test le happy yet sianz coz after tis post i need to go n study liao...today's chem paper is sooooo tough lor i dun even noe wat e question wan multiple choice oso anyhw 'tikam' de do half of e paper i slack liao den anyhw do coz i noe sure fail de n they oni giv us 35 mins for 1 paper hw to finish... e worse part is dat e questions r all linked together de... dunno e 1st question u can forget abt e rest liao haiz...tml still gt F&N so sian so many things 2 rem haiz F&N is oni fun when doing e practical lah when theory comes... can die ar so lenghty de nt sure whether can make it for tml mah...haiz one more thing my grandfather is still in e hospital so ppl pls pray for him so dat he can recover soon he stayed there for abt 2 wks le so ppl PLS pray for him....feeling real worried for him he can't even swallow anything so PLS pray dat he would hav e strenght 2 fight against all e germs n bacteria dat made him sick...thx

Sunday market

2005-07-04T13:21:00.000-07:00

hahax...yestesday juz had our sunday market in sch yup it was fun n e haunted hse was quite scary actually haha...n we've gt our class t-shirts le so nice!! it makes mi feel lyd i m realli part of e class...ya it was a success too coz we finish everything veri fast...haha we actually tot dat e biscuits wont sell bt wif mi n sock going round to sell 2 our frens we manage to sell all le haha although its quite tiring bt its veri happy when u see ppl agree 2 buy ur things n u will want 2 continue 2 sell more...haha

pop camp is so fun!!!

2005-06-10T17:57:00.000-07:00

haha juz came back frm pop camp yest... we had so much fun & laughter!! really enjoy those times.. e kids r so cute n i enjoy singing wif them coz they r always so full of energy which would make u feel lyd singing longer wif them haha=) although some kids lyd wen hao veri problematic bt he still brought us lots of laughter..e best part is when we played wif water on e 2nd day we used bombs at 1st den to pails den evolve into using fire hose!! haha we make e whole church all wet bt we had great fun! e 2nd best part is when all e kids went home, left all e leaders behind den we start putting colgate on each others' face we made every1 den we found dat alan was missing so all of us attacked him haha he fell down at e playground den all of us charged at him make his face all white....after washing our face we feel a great burning sensation den some1 took e colgate n c den discovered dat e colgate is extra mint de!! no wonder all our face so hot so next time when u all play wif colgate betta check e brand hor...haha

holidays...

2005-06-02T17:32:00.000-07:00

haha...yesterday juz went 2 watch e clown show so funny!! i laugh till my tears come out le....bt its so fun & e clowns r so cute...haha bt at 1st i gt scare by e clown coz their makeup look so scary... they r also veri talented although 1 of them failed a few times while performing 1 of e stunts bt he kept trying n i think dats e spirit 1 shld always hav on e stage & in life...so..i did learn something haha...=)

haha memory verses!!

2005-05-07T20:13:00.001-07:00

erm...i dunno wat to post so i thought of posting tis month's memory verse here:

Psalm 119:9,11
How can a young man keep his ways pure? By living according to your word....I have hidden your word in my heart that i might not sin against you.
Psalm 119:9,11

1 of my favourite verse:

Philippians 4:13
I can do everything through him who gives me strength.
Philippians 4:13

Yea!! our efforts have paid off!!!

2005-04-10T05:39:00.000-07:00

Yea!! yesterday juz finished our competition, so nice n relax nw n e best thing of all is we've gt a runners up!!! haha we r sooo happy becoz tis is e 1st time BV sjab has ever sent a team into e competition leh though i noe a lot of ppl in sch look down on us, bt as long as we noe wat we want n doing... dats good enough for us already... dat explains dat we might b small in quantity, BT we r HUGE in quality!! anyway all our efforts had paid off liao...we had nva expected dat we can win instead we told each other dat as long as we dun get last can le n treat it as a learning experience lor n e most impt thing is dat e award has became a bridge for my juniors becoz b4 tis most of their morale were realli veri low n wanted 2 quit bt nw they r all veri excited abt going for it next yr n get a trophy back for us too haha i m sooo touched!! =)

Stressed!!!

2005-04-01T17:25:00.000-08:00

haha...long time didn't update liao cuz tis few weeks veri stressed!!! all becoz of st.john & sch work!!! i realli hate it whenever i hav 2 sacrifies my church services n cell grp juz 2 go 4 dat tupid st.john training!!! bt no choide lah coz e com is juz 8 more days away le den i can b free le n relax 4 every week's whole sat liao as it is always my favourite day of e week!! =) haiz juz received e mgs 4 tml's training... i dun think i can go 4 tuition liao coz it until 2 pm leh hate it lah...bt no choice =( as 4 sch wk ar... i realli scared my e.maths cannot make it leh coz mr lim is always teaching as though he is piloting a plane lyd dat soooo fast!! cannot catch up leh.....its a pity dat Mr goh leave le coz i realli lyd his remedial leh...haiz...

worried bt sumhow quite content

2005-02-27T16:48:00.000-08:00

haiz...as usual i failed my maths again =( i bet i m going 2 fail my A.maths as well...i felt guilty after shouting at Mr.goh dat day, had always wanted 2 apologise 2 him bt didn't get e chance bt i realli feel dat he realli needs to control e class more so dat those ppl sittin at e back can hear his lesson although i m always sitting at e front. No wonder MH always say dat she cannot hear wat he tok den oni care 4 e ppl sitting at e front, nw i can finally understand y she say dat. Although i failed my maths i m still quite content dat i can 4get most of my probs on every Saturdae coz its e time dat i dun c school stuffs den i can devote half of my Sat(coz gt cca at HQ in e morning) on learning abt GOD n slowly i discovered dat GOD can realli provide us wif peace which can eventually filled up e emptiness in my heart n every Sat night i can always go hm so happily wif lots of happy memories(4 sum of my close frens would noe e other reason dat makes me so happy) bt most importantly its still GOD dat matters more 2 mi =) p.s i think tis is e longest post dat i had ever wrote =p

stressed

2005-02-16T17:50:00.000-08:00

Recently i m quite stressed...coz next wk will b our common test liao leh den dunno wat 2 do lor my maths is sooo poor i scared i cannot make it leh den e class test oso so difficult de sure fail de lah haiz...very scared leh (*_*) den tml still gt training leh sianz...den still need 2 train 4 our COM dats comin up in march. haiz...den dunno y e sec2s lyd nt veri keen on going 4 e COM leh den they dun feel lyd trainin oso....haiz =( sad lah dunno wat 2 sae liao lah next time den update lor...

sian...

2005-02-02T19:31:00.000-08:00

haiz... sian ar...nth 2 do so decided to write a post lor..actually today nth much happen lah...bt nw i reali hate PE lesson liao...coz ar...sure muz run de... everytime c e time table gt PE lesson i always hope dat it rains or e teacher nt here den i no need 2 run...bt i oso do nt lyd e class dat i go PE wif...y muz e teacher split our class up to so many other classes? y can't our class have our own PE lesson? haiz...tml still gt trainin' again...let's hope dat dere will b more sec1s comin' tml...=(

Yea!!change blogskin again!!

2005-01-22T23:10:00.000-08:00

Haha...juz changed my blogskin today kind of lyk it...=p juz came back frm my cell grp hehe... it is 1 of e few things dat i lyk doing every week, it is a time of sharing n oso a time where i can forget all my worries n cell meetings is sumthing dat i always look forward to even if e week is so dfficult 4 mi 2 go through...bt when i noe dat sat is approachin i would tell myself 2 hang on dere n e thought of it always brightens my day!! =) I simply loves it!!

1st few weeks of sch

2005-01-12T20:57:00.000-08:00

haiz...sch reopen le n i find dat deres realli a lot of things i need 2 catch up wif...real scared dat i can't cope wif them esp my maths, sci n chi!! bt luckily i still hav my mama n Sock 2 study wif mi after sch...its afterall nt dat bad le...

o ya... abt yesterdae's Combust thingy....haiz~ dunno wat 2 sae abt those Sec1s, all of them were frm e express stream bt i find dat they were nth betta den e NA stream ppl coz they either can't understand english or they juz do nt wan 2 cooperate wif u n dats 1 thing dat makes mi veri frustrated...n nt oni dat those ppl around were still addin fuel 2 fire tryin 2 make things difficult 4 us...= (

haha... so much relieve....

2004-12-16T01:39:00.000-08:00

Haha....finally back 2 my warm bed at hm!!! actually NCO camp isn't dat tough afterall... mayb its bcoz all of us r being veri co-operative...n of coz all my grp members r so funny!!! they made my life during e camp so much different!!! n brought so much laughter during e so called "hell" thingy i m truly glad 2 hav known them...i hav oso learnt lots of things frm them... 1 of e highlights during e camp was dat when all of us were having "high tides" we had no choice bt to "deploy" them into e nature using a poncho!! haha =) n during e camp all of us had already decided to go out together 1 day bt hav nt confirm yet n i m lookin forward to it..hope we can all pass our tests n get to meet each other soon....

tough....

2004-11-28T17:24:00.000-08:00

wah...yesterday's Nco course is real tough man..quite tiring leh e officers there all talk using shouting 1 ar... den nw both my legs are aching liao n i veri scared 2 go 2 e camp already...den next week's course is lecture all e way leh sure slp 1 lah haiz...bt at least i m quite pleased wif my grp members bah coz they all veri friendly lor at 1st i thought i go there sure no fren 1 lah den veri sian de hahaz bt at least i met my kindergaten n pri sch fren lor =) eventhough i was late for abt 15mins for cell meeting bt at least i didn't miss most of e program lor hehez =p so happi....

Nco course coming....

2004-11-26T17:09:00.000-08:00

haiz...stay at hm nth 2 do so suddenly feel lyd writin' a post abt tml's nco course lor...real scared sia when i come 2 think of it dunno wat will it b lyd tml...den still muz wake up so early haiz...so todae cannot sleep too late liao...bt i quite sad oso coz i dun wish 2 miss my cell grp meetin!!its tml oso at 6.30 bt dat tupid course ends at 5.30!! den i still hav 2 rush all e way back here den i might b late 4 it... arghh!! i realli dun wan 2 miss any of it(those who r close 2 mi shld noe y i feel lyd dat hor...)haha=)

went cycling today eventhough i dunno hw

2004-11-24T23:31:00.000-08:00

today i went cycling wif man hong, jia shan n xiao wei at East Coast Park...hahaz bt u noe wat? i dunno hw 2 cycle!!! so xiao wei n i took e double 1 n she sits infront of mi do she became e 1 cycling n nt mi!!haha=) bt sittin' on it made mi feel lyd i m actually e 1 cycling n i lyd dat kind of feeling, its so relaxing bt too bad i can't cycle...=( i had actually learnt hw 2 cycle b4 bt i fall n frm den onwards i dare nt try again dats y till nw i still do nt noe hw 2 cycle.....

went 4 e carnival wif Ana at Indoor Stadium

2004-11-14T11:30:00.000-08:00

today wake up veri early 2 go 4 e carnival wif Ana n Valerie... Ana was late bt nt too bad lah 15 mins oni...n when we were lookin for seats hor...u guess who we saw? its Ms ang!!hehex:) nva noe dat she would b dere.... erm...i lyd e service lor veri inspiring n e songs veri nice oso bt i think its a bit too long liao den i wake up too early le so veri sleepy oso bt for a short while oni lah....we didn't play lah coz toooo crowded le!!!den we went back Bedok wif empty stomach sia coz dere de food veri expensive n nth 2 eat oso!!bt overall everithing was alright... :p

tired n feel lyd sleepin'....

2004-11-10T14:46:00.000-08:00

haiz, veri sianz leh stay at home oso dunno wat 2 do...watch tv oso dun hav nice programme...haiz..i m too tired till i dun feel lyd doing anything le....

Finally gt my own blog liao...

2004-11-09T23:10:00.000-08:00

Haha...finally got my own blog liao...erm...todae nth special lor it is alwalys e same de...haiz tml still need 2 go st.john 4 trainin'.... hope dat tupid shark nva go 4 tml's trainin' if nt everybody's face would b as black as e charcoal le den can go BBQ liao...haha!!

Life is full of Happiness

no topic @ all...=(

learnt smth today...

Crave for tang yuan

Volunteering today was fun!!

yea!! blogger is back!!

time flies...

speechless...

JB trip tml!! (fireflies)

sick...

Yes!! i did it!!!

hard to follow God's way

fireworks veri nice!!!

happy n feel so thankful!!!

stressed

last test tml...sian

Sunday market

pop camp is so fun!!!

holidays...

haha memory verses!!

Yea!! our efforts have paid off!!!

Stressed!!!

worried bt sumhow quite content

*stressed*

sian...

Yea!!change blogskin again!!

1st few weeks of sch

haha... so much relieve....

tough....

Nco course coming....

went cycling today eventhough i dunno hw

went 4 e carnival wif Ana at Indoor Stadium

tired n feel lyd sleepin'....

Finally gt my own blog liao...

stressed